Don't read. i just need to get it all outta me. [3rd hate letter to the world]
fuck man.
i'm fucking shaking. i'm fucking scared. i'm fucking crying. i'm fucking not in the fucking mood. fuck it all. What's people's fucking problem these days. what the fuck. fuck. if i was a violent person and there was someone standing next to me, i'd fucking punch them. but i'm not. fuck. If i had a fucking thought, i'd fucking shout it. but i don't. fuck. if i had any fucking power, i'd fucking stop it. but i don't. fuck. if i coulda done something, i should've fucking done it. but i couldn't. fuck. what's fucking happened? i dno. fuck. if you hadn't fucking noticed, i'm fucking upset. and i can't do anything. left fucking stranded. fuck. if i could draw, i'd fucking draw. but i can't. fuck. if i was a fucking lunatic, i'd fucking kill someone. but i'm not. fuck it. if i could fucking do something now, i'd do it. but i can't i dnt even know what i CAN do. fuck. man. what. the. fuck. fucking hell, if you've never seen my mum, you've never fucking seen psycho. fuck. why don't you fucking get a fucking life and fucking leave me alone. and my brother. what the fuck have we ever done? and dad's not any fucking better. you're all fucking against us all. aren't you. can't you go a day or two without ending it in a stupid fucking fight. fuck.
i hate it when people fight. and it's so much worse when it's your parent's. and what's worse is when they swear. at the top of their lungs. jesus fucking christ. if other people weren't so fucking pissed, i'd fucking turn up slipknot and fucking scream with it. but i can't. fuck. and the fucking bloody milk bar doesn't help in any fucking way. i'm all fucking upset and i have to fucking compose myself every fucking couple of minutes. fuck. and it's just me here. fuck. everyone's fucking left. fuck. go. fuck. never liked yuz anyway. fucking hell. oo that's the fucking sound of them coming back. fucking hell. go away. it was fucking better when you were gone. fuck. don't act like nothing's fucking happened. jesus christ. grrrrugh. fuck man. i just want it to be tomorrow. fuck. and if tomorrow's bad, i want it to fucking be next week. or fuck. why not go all out and fucking say i want it to be when i'm fucking outta here. fuck. and fucking, if that's your fucking best, WHO GIVES A FUCK?!! jesus fucking christ. and it's not like i can up and go like that. nah, you're fucking lucky i don't have the fucking nerve. and neither do you. fuck off.
fucking going to fucking do something. fucking hell, it'd fucking help if i fucking knew what that fucking something was. well i got some fucking satisfaction. i fucking scared the shit outta kid with a fucking death glare.
Kimo.
i'm fucking shaking. i'm fucking scared. i'm fucking crying. i'm fucking not in the fucking mood. fuck it all. What's people's fucking problem these days. what the fuck. fuck. if i was a violent person and there was someone standing next to me, i'd fucking punch them. but i'm not. fuck. If i had a fucking thought, i'd fucking shout it. but i don't. fuck. if i had any fucking power, i'd fucking stop it. but i don't. fuck. if i coulda done something, i should've fucking done it. but i couldn't. fuck. what's fucking happened? i dno. fuck. if you hadn't fucking noticed, i'm fucking upset. and i can't do anything. left fucking stranded. fuck. if i could draw, i'd fucking draw. but i can't. fuck. if i was a fucking lunatic, i'd fucking kill someone. but i'm not. fuck it. if i could fucking do something now, i'd do it. but i can't i dnt even know what i CAN do. fuck. man. what. the. fuck. fucking hell, if you've never seen my mum, you've never fucking seen psycho. fuck. why don't you fucking get a fucking life and fucking leave me alone. and my brother. what the fuck have we ever done? and dad's not any fucking better. you're all fucking against us all. aren't you. can't you go a day or two without ending it in a stupid fucking fight. fuck.
i hate it when people fight. and it's so much worse when it's your parent's. and what's worse is when they swear. at the top of their lungs. jesus fucking christ. if other people weren't so fucking pissed, i'd fucking turn up slipknot and fucking scream with it. but i can't. fuck. and the fucking bloody milk bar doesn't help in any fucking way. i'm all fucking upset and i have to fucking compose myself every fucking couple of minutes. fuck. and it's just me here. fuck. everyone's fucking left. fuck. go. fuck. never liked yuz anyway. fucking hell. oo that's the fucking sound of them coming back. fucking hell. go away. it was fucking better when you were gone. fuck. don't act like nothing's fucking happened. jesus christ. grrrrugh. fuck man. i just want it to be tomorrow. fuck. and if tomorrow's bad, i want it to fucking be next week. or fuck. why not go all out and fucking say i want it to be when i'm fucking outta here. fuck. and fucking, if that's your fucking best, WHO GIVES A FUCK?!! jesus fucking christ. and it's not like i can up and go like that. nah, you're fucking lucky i don't have the fucking nerve. and neither do you. fuck off.
fucking going to fucking do something. fucking hell, it'd fucking help if i fucking knew what that fucking something was. well i got some fucking satisfaction. i fucking scared the shit outta kid with a fucking death glare.
Kimo.
posted by Kimo @ 9:51 pm
2 Comments:
At 3:55 pm,
Stevie Stays said…
I know you said not to read, but, man, with all that explicit language, who could resist? I'm actually sorta, um, amused? at your madness...it's nice to know u have another side to your usually bubbly self...I'm sure you'll look back at this post and laugh your foot off. O, and if this sounds, um, inconsiderate...just ignore it or something.
What i really wanted to say is thanks for being the lone commenter on my post, and I listened to Omega by Stone Sour, and found it incredibly ...interesting... though I didn't understand most of it. Whats that thing about touching the black book naked on a Sunday? But, that guy has a hot voice, it's really deep and you can't help but listen to it. It's just balancing on the edge of insanity and reason, he'd be really cool as the voice of some maniac in a movie, jeez it'd make me wet my bed for weeks! so, yeh, enjoy the rest of your hols!
Prink
At 2:51 pm,
Lunatic said…
sry kimo, all will be well soon enough.
-Fart and thy ails shall be gone
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